When i entered highschool this year i met this girl named JAsmine. I thought she was really cool. As the school year went on, we became really close. So close, that we gave eachother the title "best friend". JAsmine has to be one of the most down to earth ppl i have evr met. Now i also met this other girl named TRacie. We became really close also. So close, that we also gave eachother the title "best friend". I have found a true friend in  theese two. In Highschool it is kinda hard to find out who really is yhur friend. For example, this girl and i  were really cool, but i never called her my "friend". Come to find out, she called me "fake". I didn't hear it from her mouth so therefore i wasn't really tripping. I was like really, how interesting. Even the ppl who yhu think are the most "real", can be talking a whole bunch of mess behind yhur back. In this case, TRacie and JAsmine are not like that. I truly believe that i can count on them. i love them both.

My choices are not always the best. Choices are the hardest for me. Wnen there is only two options left I always choose the wrong thing to do. Its like i am programed to do this, because this is a constant thing with. Sometimes i sit back and ask myself how could my mother deal with such a reluctant child like me. I know sometimes she wishes i was never here even though she never told me that. Now that i am older, it hurts me to look back on those things and to think that i did that. I love my mom so much. Even though i think she can be so extraed out at times, i would never want to replace her.Talking about her makes me well up sometimes because she is such a loving person, and i can't believe that i put her through all that. My mom is the person who i go to for everything. When i tell her things i make sure i leave nothing out because then she can't tell me where i was in the wrong. There are no words to describe how much i really love my mom. Since this school year i am amking it my ambition not to let her down. For once i want he rto be completely proud of me.